se I feel like my old self again. Many of you guys have been in boxing me about my conditions, and I want to personally thank you for your concerns. But honestly guys, I'm ok. I've come to accept what I have and its not life threatening at this moment at least and if I build my respiratory system and get healthy I'll definitely be able to fight this poop off me :) Ohh I also got a few messages saying what I'm studying in school? Random I suppose but none the less I'll be a second year student for Early Childhood Education in the fall. I've done 1st round Nursing, which means I have my PSW cert and my goal is to become a kindergarden teacher. :) Anyways.. lol
Goals: I totally made up for my lazy day in case you couldn't hear that gosh awful sounded u
pdate I made yesterday. I manage to complete my 6 hour workout .. I will definitely be having no more lazy days during the week.. I have 3 hours to complete today at working out and I can't wait.. I'm super excited.. :) I seriously have an issue with being addicted to this.. but it feels soo good.. Can't wait to be my goal weight at 120 lbs..
Unfortunately I don't think that will happen tomorrow, but one can dream.. None the less 3 hours of workout a day is going good.. Once I get to my goal weight It will be back to 1 or 2 hours! Ohh also for those people that are writing exams GOOD LUCK!! .. I wrote mine like about 2 weeks ago, I still found time to work out and lose weight that week, so just manage your time wisely you can do this!!! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">
Tip Of the Day:
Nothing is more Powerful & Motivational, then YOURSELF..
 Telling yourself you have to                                                  "struggle with this  weight                                                  issue for the rest of my  life,"                                                  is as good as telling  yourself                                                  there's no point in  trying. "Why                                                  bother? I'll just gain  it right                                                  back. It's no use. I  might as                                                  well eat more cake. Poor  me. Life                                                  is hard. You know the drill. Life's                                                  a beach. 
Stop the struggle by  stopping                                                  the self talk that  supports the                                                  struggle.
You've heard  it before                                                  - what you focus  on is                                                  what you receive.  No                                                  where is that more true  than in                                                  believing it is a  struggle to                                                  stay healthy. Who would  you want to                                                  be healthy if it's such a  horrible                                                  struggle? Yet, you've  probably                                                  seen people who are fit,  healthy                                                  and happy? You might  even know                                                  a few. They seem to  bounce when                                                  they walk. They're  animated, and                                                  excited about life, and  no, if                                                  you asked them, they  wouldn't                                                  say it's a struggle.  "What                                                  do you mean," they'd  ask?                                                  Struggle? Nah, I like it  this                                                  way," and the
y'd mean  it. 
 Today I ate a  handful of chocolate raisons. No  big deal                                                  to me, but I know many  of you                                                  are thinking, "I'd never                                                   be able to eat just  some, I'd                                                  have to eat them all,"  and                                                  that is my point.  Telling yourself                                                  you can't eat "some,"                                                  or as many as you want,  but that                                                  you believe you'd be  compelled                                                  to eat them all, no  matter how                                                  many there were is a  belief that                                                  is keeping you stuck. I  don't                                                  believe t
hat to be true,  and so,                                                  for me it is not true. 
How do you change a fundamental                                                  belief? You start with  basic EFT                                                  using it for everything  that comes                                                  up, even though it may  not seem                                                  related. Every worry,  fear, doubt,                                                  struggle. Use it on  everything,                                                  and those issues that do  make                                                  a difference in your  eating will                                                  start dissolving away.  Try it                                                  - what have you  got to                                                  lose but some weight?                                                 
Remember those healthy people                                                  I mentioned earlier?  They don't                                                  view how they eat or how  much                                                  they exercise as a  struggle at                                                  all. They are active  because they                                                  want to be active, and  they eat                                                  foods that make them  feel great.                                                  They probably eat a lot  of the                                                  same things you eat too -  I'm                                                  talking about everyday  folks who                                                  have learned to feel  good about                                                  themselves. None of them  are perfect                                                  - despite the common  belief that                                                  there is some "perfect"                                                  body, it's just not  true. Everyone                                                  has a wrinkle here,  extra skin                                                  there. Every single one  of us                                                  is flawed in some way or  another.                                                  It's what makes us  unique right.

